from the past, with love

i have always been grateful for her as long as i can remember :'

but then, this grateful and graceful part of me just gone. out of the sudden.

so, pls excuse my silent treatment and this nasty behaviour you thought i have. do me a tiny bit favor. why dont you ask yourself, "why did she change? "

have you ever stop your mind from blaming others and try to think about the slighest chance that maybe it's not them that has changed, maybe its you refusing their natural behaviour. maybe you asked for something they dont have, perfection.

and yet

she becomes him.

from now on, we're not going to be like we used to be. lets be us again, someday. when the time has shown you the real part of everything. when thse dark cloud of your has gone.

i used to take care of you and your feelings. but now i had enough.

farewell, m :'-)