REGULUS BLACK, TO SIRIUS BLACK
I TRIED TO DO WHAT YOU WOULD HAVE DONE, IN THE END.
PETER PETTIGREW, TO JAMES POTTER
I WISH I COULD TAKE IT BACK.
GIDEON PREWETT, TO ARTHUR WEASLEY
YOU TAKE GOOD CARE OF OUR MOLLY, YOU HEAR?
MEROPE GAUNT, TO TOM MARVOLO RIDDLE
GROW UP STRONG LIKE YOUR FATHER, TOMMY. BUT LEARN TO LOVE.
DOBBY, TO HARRY POTTER
HARRY POTTER IS SAFE NOW, SIR. DOBBY HAS REPAID HIM.
QUIRINUS QUIRRELL, TO SIBYLL TRELAWNEY
TRAVELLING WILL BRING GREAT PERIL, INDEED. I’M SORRY I LAUGHED.
CEDRIC DIGGORY, TO AMOS DIGGORY
I WON, DAD. AREN’T YOU PROUD?
COLIN CREEVEY, TO DENNIS CREEVEY
I DIED LIKE A REAL WIZARD, DENNIS. ISN’T THAT COOL?
KENDRA DUMBLEDORE, TO ARIANA DUMBLEDORE
I WISH I COULD HAVE FIXED IT. THAT’S WHAT MOTHERS ARE SUPPOSED TO DO, RIGHT?
FRED WEASLEY, TO GEORGE WEASLEY
DON’T WORRY, GEORGE. I’M GOING TO HEAVEN. GUESS HOW I KNOW? BECAUSE WE’RE THE HOLY SPIRIT! GET IT? BECAUSE YOU’RE HOLEY AND I’M… DEAD. PLEASE DON’T CRY.
SEVERUS SNAPE, TO LILY EVANS
I TRIED TO PROTECT HIM, LILY. I CAN DO NO MORE.
HELENA RAVENCLAW, TO ROWENA RAVENCLAW
I’M SORRY I LEFT, MOTHER. I’M NOT LIKE YOU; I’VE ALWAYS MADE STUPID CHOICES.
HEPZIBAH SMITH, TO HOKEY THE HOUSE ELF
NEVER TRUST A PRETTY FACE.
BERTHA JORKINS, TO RITA SKEETER
YOU’LL NEVER BELIEVE WHO I MET IN ALBANIA, RITA!
IGOR KARKAROFF, TO SEVERUS SNAPE
I VISH I COULD HAF HAD YOUR BRAVERY.
GELLERT GRINDELWALD, TO ALBUS DUMBLEDORE
I KILLED HER, ALBUS. AND I’M SORRY.
MRS. CROUCH, TO BARTY CROUCH, JUNIOR
BE HAPPY, SWEETHEART.
ROWENA RAVENCLAW, TO HELENA RAVENCLAW
I MISS YOU. PLEASE COME HOME.
FAWKES, TO ALBUS DUMBLEDORE
I’LL BE BACK. I PROMISE.
NYMPHADORA TONKS-LUPIN, TO REMUS LUPIN
IT WAS ALL TOO BRIEF.
ps : for me, this isn't the end of harry potter. harry potter is where my true loyalty lies.
Monday
THINGS UNSAID (LAST WORDS)
Friday
give me one, and you'll be in my ♥ forever
do you guys notice the stuff I always wear in every photos of me? which means I always wear whenever I hangout?
it's the ring
I don't know since when --maybe the 10th grade or something-- rings has been getting my attention much.
I'VE GOT\\THIS EXTREME ADDICTION// ON THEM
THEY'VE GOT //THAT EXTREME MAGNET \\ ON ME
and there's still dozen of it I haven't showed to you guys.
so, thats it//don't call me mad because they are just too cute to be ignore
some woman are showing off their shoes, but me? I show them my cute dozens of rings.
p.s : if you get bored of ur rings and decided to sell it or something, I don't mind to buy it. as long as it catch my attention and still in a good condition. with a reasonable price ofcourse : }
btw, the blue ring and the turquoise one in the last photo belongs to my friend, nani and isna. I just wore it bcs I kinda like them ♥
NEVER PROMISE TO ADORE ME FOREVER
everybody's sweet when they're in love, but when something bad happens, they're gonna show their true colors.
I used to keep that words in this busy mind of mine for the last couple years. Since my first relationship didn't go so well, I always keep that in my fuckin mind, in order to protect myself from getting hurt. You know, bad stuff happens and people changed. That's one of my reasons for not believing a long-term relationship. As I already said before, people changed. And sometimes they change into someone we least wanted them to be. But they keep on changing and seemed like whatever we do is simply not enough for them to stop changing. I hate it to stay on a place I don't recognize anymore. That's why I stop myself from putting my believes to people for too much and being realistic yet skeptical. And from I can feel, this method of mine works really well. I don't get hurt, I move on fast, I still be friends with lot of people...just by not letting yourself expect too high. I'm not heartless, still sensitive and such a crybaby person you may say. But I built wall for my feelings, since it's easy to get hurt.
But suddenly....everything...for no apparent reason started to fall apart..
Why does is even happen?
I think I've been asleep for forever. This isn't myself. I don't recognize this person anymore. I don't recognize me.
Can we stop this now? Get back to normal?
I'm in a deep-shit. I changed myself. For a person I shouldn't trust. And it just costed me for too much that I finally reach my turning point because I simply can't bear it anymore.Why do bad relationship has to happen? Why can't people be all flowery and joyful and loving each other without letting them get hurt?
Why am I doing???????????
Who am I fooling?????????????
What can I do to stop this?????????
HELP PEOPLE
S.O.S
I really don't know what I can do to find myself again.. but I believe, my true self is lying there somewhere inside of me. And if I go deeper, search more, keep my faith, and pray.....I will find her.
If it's not now, then someday.
If it's not someday, perhaps in one of those other days.
But I will find her again. I FREAKIN' WILL.
And by the time I find her, I will never let her go off my watch again. I'll let her build her wall again for me. Never again..
btw, here are my medschool friends : )
from the past, with love
i have always been grateful for her as long as i can remember :'
but then, this grateful and graceful part of me just gone. out of the sudden.
so, pls excuse my silent treatment and this nasty behaviour you thought i have. do me a tiny bit favor. why dont you ask yourself, "why did she change? "
have you ever stop your mind from blaming others and try to think about the slighest chance that maybe it's not them that has changed, maybe its you refusing their natural behaviour. maybe you asked for something they dont have, perfection.
and yet
she becomes him.
from now on, we're not going to be like we used to be. lets be us again, someday. when the time has shown you the real part of everything. when thse dark cloud of your has gone.
i used to take care of you and your feelings. but now i had enough.
farewell, m :'-)
hi there, been wanting to post some extravagant sneek peek abt my busy life lately. but as my busy life keeps me busy, it's hard for me to even open a blog that doesnt have medical fact in there. i barely can use my laptop if its not for the usual-tuesday-and-friday medical discussion.
i hardly recognize myself. a lot has changed, and i just couldn't accept that.
you know, I'm not the study type. for my whole 18 years, I've never study at home, not until h-1 exam. i fall asleep whenever i read text book. i don't take notes from every day's subject. i chat all the time with people around me, and yes, teachers recognized me for that, they even tried to separate me with my friends, but they always end up surrounding me. sometimes, i don't even go to my class when the break time is already over. i ask a few friends of mine to accompany me to eat some snacks or just hangout in the canteen. and for some reasons, i thought teachers would like that way better. at least i wont bother them teaching.
the question is
if learning is not my thing
then
why did i choose
medical
school?
i dont know. i just happened want to be a doctor. and i love biology, even if i never say i hate math. and i still can handle chemistry well. the only problem i had is with physics but i don't think that will be such a barrier for my way to be a doctor.
im not one of those freaking nerdy geniuses who will study days and nights. not having an equivalent time for their mind to get refresh and search some fun instead of seek for answer. but i wont mind to learn about human, its bodies, the system of the human bodies which was so compli-fackin-cated. well, since that system has dramatically stolen my attention, i guess i'll make a little exception for my living pattern.
so, it came as a real shock when i realized that.....its not even an exception anymore. it has became me. I'm officially a medical school student. i study at night, i don't chat when the doctor's teaching, it makes me think a lot whenever i want to get out from my class just for a little fun, and the magical part is....i barely touch my laptop and its Internet connection. my laptop was my life. and now i barely touch it. i guess that i really have changed after all. or maybe, I've got a new life that more adventurous than $y old one
perhaps this new life of mine is good for me. perhaps i need to fill my head with more useful stuff. perhaps its time to change my habits, from hanging out everyday to filling my head with those good and useful stuff. from doing some tap tap dance everyday to take another step to the higher level day by day.
i hate it when people changed.
but sometimes
you need to sincerely let them change
to be better as they aged
and i believe
one day
we will understand
that change
is the one thing
you cannot avoid
you need to change
to seek for your true self. for your future.
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