Gaining trust is as hard as cracking a nut

OH, Great.
I fell again. Fell into your trap. Fell into every body's trap. Fell into the darkness.
THANKS for making me suffered this bad, Applause.
I thought you said that my heart would never decide wrong. I thought you were the one who would treat it right by putting a bandage on it. I thought I thought I thought....

oh wait, all my thought were wrong from the very very beginning
And you simply didn't do anything to make it right again, but saying sorry.
Let me tell you something,
Saying sorry won't fix nor change everything between us. Saying sorry will never heal this broken part of mine. Saying sorry will only remind me about the mistake I've made by trusting you.

I feel terribly sorry for myself, for the way I get tricked by your idea of making me insane. They say, NEVER JUDGE A BOOK by ITS COVER. And now, I guess they're right. 100% RIGHT. No one's gonna believe me when I said you did this to me, considering your angelic face. Uyea, truth hurts.
What can I do now? Scolding you won't fix my heart and the way I miss you used to be. Just like blowing us up won't make you even comfier. Everything will get freakier and crazier from now. You gotta trust me this time, because I'm good at prediction thingy.

I miss being in love with someone who loves me back. I wish you knew how hard it is to fill this emptiness after you broke my heart. I wish you believed in karma. Because inside, my curses were all yours, mi amigo. I wish you at least explained to me..what had I done wrong?

Well, a little hello will always end up with a little goodbye. At least I've got my fun even though deep inside I still regretting my choice.

And for you, please stop acting like we're totally okay with these whole creepy things, because I'm not. But you wouldn't consider my feelings, would you? I'm mad for now, but I knew, hearing your voice would have changed my mind, And I don't want that to be happened. Enough of your shits. You thought that every single day it wasn't a goddamn marathon of my life without you? ZONK. Total wrong.
Ha ha, you may thought it was just breaking my fucking heart. But trust me, one day the same exact incident's gonna happen to you. And by the time your heart get tormented, I'll be waving my hand and continuing my life ahead.

AU REVOIR, mi Amigo.