I've got that feelings once. The time when I stepped my feet into this glorious high school, Labschool. It has been more than 2 years. And much things had happened.
I've passed the moment when I felt so damn miserable, bloody gloomy, that times I cursed a lot... God knows how much I've cursed him and my horrifying life. But hard times had taught me bunch of important lessons.
I've done with the transition part, when I asked Him about the whole point of my life, the useless thought about unfair life, so much tears has fallen. God knows how much tears I cried in order to chase happiness.
And now I'm trying. Awkwardly trying. To forget all that jerky-yet-bitchy side of me. I'm making my own happiness instead of seeking it. Bad things happened, but so does good things. Enjoy the good things, catch your lesson on every bad things. Voile. Perfect life.
And this one is another reason for me to be happy. Another reason why I don't want to be senior and graduate from high school.
From the love birds
until the painful-butstill-playful surprise.
From the embarrassed smile,
until the cannot be hidden laughter.
From the pointless fun,
until the well-prepared event.
as the very best part of mine has been so lovely for the last year,
I'm afraid an ending is seeking on us.
And no matter how hard I try to run away, time will always be waiting in the end of our journey. Be prepared, my friends. In 8 months, everything could be happened. Grab your spirit and Go get your future :)
3 comments:
thifuu, this posting is damn good!! yeah, that's what I feel,and I'm sure that mostly of us feel. what a great times that we've passed through togeteher (dupati). I wish this story would never end, but impossible. that's what called 'life' right? one comes and one goes. I just pray that after passed this senior periode, all of us success to fly away and catch our own dream;) of course without leaving this memories hehe
thiff yg diatas itu comment guee,td mau masukin ID gue gabisa huhu -monica-
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thank you, mi amigo. I bet you guys have known already, that I am madly truly deeply passionately in love with you guys :....)
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