Well okay, it WAS.....................................so fine
Everything was perfectly fine before someone..yes that one..you..waltzing into my life again. I don't want to be with you, I don't want you to get hurt by putting too much of your hope on me. How can you possibly couldn't get it? It's all for you, not for me. We've been a really good friend for more than a year, why don't we keep it as we used to be then? It was way more comforting than you --with your rushy feelings-- trying to get back with me. I really don't want that. I'd love to be your friend, your best friend. So please......let me be.
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And for another you --the one that I love in the whole world--, how's your life back then? Pretty upside down, huh? As upside down as mine. We were having so much fun, don't let it stop please. I love you, yes I really do. Would you mind to give me a chance to dig into your soul and find that you have the same feeling too? Text me, I'll reply. I WILL. You shouldn't ask for my number if you don't need it. You shouldn't save it if you don't use it. Stop being very secretive about your life and feelings. Please start telling someone about it so that it wouldn't be so confusing anymore. If you don't want to be with me, stop being so nice to me. It'd given too much hope, don't you understand?
It might be cliche, a total cliche, but do you know what? There's never been a day that has gone by when I haven't thought about you. And wondered "what if........................". I barely can sleep. My sleep is uneasy and haunted by our talked, which seem to be echoing round and round my dreams until I'd woken with a pounding heart.
Haven't you forgive me for moving on? I really am sorry but you were so slow like a snail and I simply couldn't stand that. But I do regret it. I regret it so much til I can't even forgive myself for letting you down and sad and hurt. I'm sorry for what happened between us. I knew that saying I'm sorry won't make everything better nor even change everything, but would you please give me a second chance? And don't pretend there's nothing, cause I know you
It is time to stop running the way I'd run away before. It's time to stuck around and try harder to be more, to impress you and to make you feel the butterflies when you look at me. I'll do everything for it.
Well, it's a whirlwind life, but I love not knowing what's coming from one day to the next. Let's just hope something good for everything :')
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