wrapped up ?

I may be different
I ain't like the other girls
I may mock you a lot
I may don't like testing
I may don't remember important dates
I may sleep early
I may angry easily
I may have no surprises to give
I may be too busy
I may be rude
I may make you talking monologue
I may can't stop tweeting
I may make you do what i want
I may make you do what you don't want to
I may ask for a lot
I may be inpatient
I may can't no longer shut my mouth
I may have more than thousand impossible dreams to catch for
I may have dozen of revenges
I may swear a lot
I may can't keep my promises
I may saying the words I shouldn't say to you

But life aren't suppose to be as sweet as sugar ,right ?Even a love can be bitter

Well ,I'm pretty sucked here .Lot of things to say ,but seems like my mouth can't spill it out for you .I'm keeping it ,those nonsense stuff inside my unpredictable brain .I wish i had a pensive .So that I shouldn't say any words to explain what i mean .So that you can see by yourself ,those proof of my stupidity .Those silly things I've done that made you feeling hectic .So you'll know that I care about you...more than anyone could .Blame me for my inability to show you every reason of my actions .Blame me for my rushy feeling .Blame me because you'll never understand what I mean .

For your info dear....It tortures me..a LOT ,for keeping those reasons that you might never know .For hurting and making you mad .For making you questioning my feeling to you .

I want to change
to be your dream girlfriend
the one that can make you proud being with me
the one that can comfort you
the one that can make you feeling loved
It is true
I really want to
But....

H O W ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ? ?

How can I hurt my awesome talking partner that can keep me talking for hour and hour ?How can I hurt my guardian angel that always protects me from the devilish world ?How can I hurt my enlighten story-teller that stand by every night to tell me his own-made bedtime stories ?How can I hurt someone that almost sacrifice everything for me ?

Now I'm feeling drowsy .Drown me to lake ,drag me to hell ,stab me on the chest ,do whatever you like .Love can be so much guilty .

P.S : for every rude things I've done and will do ,read this .cause my zippy mode aways turn itself on without any permission from me