Unfair Treatment

Mommy ,why are you so busy ?

and why don't you tell me who's that grumpy man that keep staying in our home ?

Is he a friend of yours ?

But why then he keep doing those kind of rude things ?

Doesn't he supposes to be nice to us ?

I'm tired to lie with the stupid fear of not living up to these unrealistic expectations .It's driving me insane .And I'm starting to lose my self-esteem

An anger won't give any good ,I knew .But still ,those grudges aren't easy to go away .You may say it's crazy ,but sometimes I wish for him to get take away for good .So that he can't harm me anymore

Literally ,I WILL NEVER EVER forgive him .I don't care what they say about innate natural forgiveness inside of us .Stop telling me to let it go ,then .I condoned his unfair treatment in favor to another

Aye ,I'm out of these maze of unpleasantness and disappointment

Has ta la Vista ,sir